to Yaslin Dominiquez: my first girl crush Yaslin i love you it's been almost 4 years now, why couldn't we have stayed friends, the unspoken words, thoughts and feelings. i yearned for you i dreamed about you and sometimes i still do, i remember the "best friends kiss" you left on my cheek and my face beamed red i remember every hug i remember your voice and jealousy i felt seeing you with others, i remember your laugh and how you thought you were chubby which you never were, i remember your since of humor the way you laughed i remember how even while getting beat up back then while i was on the verge of passing out, i stared at you even though we weren't friends anymore. i remember the hope i felt when you had always said you were straight but told us u were questioning it, i remember your short hair in a ponytail, your gorgeous accent. it kills me, i have so many regrets and if i could go back i would do anything to make our paths intertwine. i love you. i always will, i don't even know why i love you so much. you changed me. i still regret not making up with you before i left, or not even telling you how i felt. i didnt even give you a goodbye
Written by someone who is forever waiting for you
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