I fear that someday, when I'm standing at the altar, getting married, I'll stop and think about you.
Of course the person standing opposite me won't be you, nor could they ever really live up to you. In that moment I will miss you, and wish it were your eyes I was staring into. I find myself thinking about the very moment I fell in love with you, staring into those big brown eyes, and seeing your incredible smile; in that very moment there was no other person on the planet. It was just us.
Things didn't end the way I wanted them to, we never got our happily ever after, even though, for the first time in my life, I could picture myself spending my life with someone. I never even considered the possibility we wouldn't be together.
You were the best thing that ever happened to me, not only did I get to experience some of the most beautiful moments of my life, but I got to learn hard lessons about myself. You forced me to hold the mirror up, and really see what was wrong in myself, so that I can move on, and not be forced to repeat the mistakes of the past. You gave me so many amazing memories, but I wish they weren't just memories now, I wish they were apart of our story that we tell our kids in 20 years time. I wish that we could continue to share those laughs, and that we could continue living like we're the stars in a romcom, but I guess life had different plans for us.
I will always love you, I knew I would the very day we met. I wish I could love you as your partner, but now I'm forced to love you from a distance. I'll always be your biggest supporter, and I'll always be in your corner, even if you never know it.
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